A door closes and a window opens…and I feel like jumping out of it.
No, not at all.
I’m discovering how resiliant I am and I’m enjoying the feeling of bouncing back. My agent is cutting back her work load and only working part time, so she’s letting me out of our contract. She doesn’t feel she has the time to devote to my project. She submitted it to 4 publishers and she very kindly sent their comments along with her letter – and it did raise my spirits to see that the book was well recieved. One editor wants more of my work, “Please, please, please send more of her work!” she wrote. Well, that’s a perk. It’s also frustrating because I wouldn’t dream of contacting her myself, which means I have to find a new agent now. I have four projects for sale. One is my “Time for Alexander” series. One is “The Promise”. One is “Jack’s Back”. And one is “A Charm for A Unicorn”, a YA fantasy. They are all different genres, so I’m not even sure that one agent would take them all. I’ve decided I might query several different agents with one project – so start with 4 agents and go from there. I liked my agent, she was a very nice person and fun to work with – always enthusiastic and helpful, so I’ll miss her. And I wish her well with her own projects. I’m guessing she’s working part time now to pursue some other interest.
People do change professions. I was a salesgirl, a model, then I was a mother (the hardest job so far!) a journalist, and an author. I’ve been a freelance artist since I left school, and I’ve done odd jobs like selling pizza on a corner, making jewelry, working in a toy fair, translating, grooming horses, website design, and tutor. I’ve taken a course on how to teach English to preschool children, and I do that once a week. I write, but I don’t have to write. I just love to write. I’ve done so many things in my life that writing just seemed a natual extension of the experiences I’ve had.
I could be a groom, a translator, a cartoonist, or teach French etiquette. I’ve met kings, rajahs, princes and princesses. I’ve played polo and sailed on a sailboat that won the Rolex Cup. I’ve raised three children, and that’s what counts the most for me. I have good friends, and that counts too. And a wonderful family – and for that I feel absolutely blessed.
So when this door closed and I got my project back and some of my hopes vanished like smoke, I squared my shoulders and, (like the Pollyanna I admit I am), I thought of all the good things I have, all the fun things I’ve done, my friends and family…and I looked out the window that just opened and I saw a huge, vast world just waiting for me.
And I started writing my query letters, because I’m sort of an impatient, stubborn person too, lol.